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When Provoked

I can get quite nasty.

I've been at Keith's house for the past night,
his mum trusts that my being a lesbian will lead to a night with no shananigans.

A lot's gone on,
and I've yet to tell it.

I'm in a serious, committed relationship,
happy with that jazz.
At first, I felt like I was continually walking on eggshells
and it was completely neccessary to become submissive
and give into all that she argued and I disagreed with.

I was wrong.

She wants me to fight back...
Which is good.
I can do that.

Anyway,
I intend on asking her to marry me on our anniversary... Or perhaps Halloween.
Either way, it sounds good.

I've been really hitting reality...
I got a job, I did, and I've been getting smacked in the face with a lot of...
Truth.

The reality that no one will be there to baby me...

It's not that my parents are letting me go--
they made sure of that when I got out of preschool.

My sisters are all moving...
Thankfully, I have Keith here with me,
so I still have a little piece of my security blanket.

High school's a drag.
I hate to say it, but I'm seriously considering dropping out and getting my GED.

I don't want to say it, I don't want to think that all I've done in high school
would go to waste if I dropped out and got my GED...

But I need my diploma, and recently, I haven't been able to keep up with both school and a job.

No excuses. Just a lack of a balancing act on my part.

It's 3:11 PM,
I called my mum.

I've gotta go down stairs and wait for her call,
I've got to go to work soon...

Sweet god, woman, hurry up.

-- Everythesadist,

Jaysha.

Sex? x]

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And now for one without anger. (:

Lets start off the day with my morning...

I was... So confused, excuse my elipses.
I had slept on the couch in my "Emo corner" as we all call it--
WITH REASON! The corner hugs you back when you're
all lonely and shiz... But in any case, I suppose I'd fallen from the
couch 'cause I woke up on the ground with baby crying in my ears.
O_o Damned Deuces. My nephew always wakes me up...

Today, Keith and I were going to play tennis, but as fate would have it,
neither his family nor the weather would agree to this...
Not that it bothered me all too much, I just wanna play tennis before the weekend is up
(which is what we intend, actually. <3).

I got up at about... Maybe 7:30? Almost 8ish?
Ate some eggs with ketchup (which is amazing with the right amount of blackpepper),
took a shower, played some FFR, youtubed up some yuri (you know my daily routine)...
Theeen Keith texted me. O_o Or was it I to him?
What ever, though, he invited me over for his brother's pre-birthday party...
Which was coooool. o_o His family is... Hmm...
xD Unlike mine, I guess. It's strange. I tried to act proper today, like I do with
all my friends' families, but y'know, sometimes the guise slips from the ears!

His cousin was very... ._. Tired, I s'pose...
His mum was laxed, I guess you can say. xD
Aaaand.. His grandparents were cool like old people. (:

Anywho, we watched all of Apocalypto and we were thinking of how cool
it woulda been if the General of the Mayan army would have been if he were in Seven Swords!
(Chinese movie, don't ask)...

Randomness.. Mmyep...

We had sodas and cake... Which is all cool with me...

Then tragedy struck.
Kella was with Doug...
And to my belief, is ignoring us. (: Nice, Kell. Nice.

In any case, we tried for about an hour and a half to get her to text us baaaack..
No dice, lack of communication, coincidence, or just stupidity of the Kella?
You tell us.

Now I'm here at Keith's house at 10:16 P.M. feelin' guilty 'cause I know I've worn out my welcome
from his parents (I don't blame 'em) x_x...
But yeah... Good job, Kella.

Not guilt trippin' you, but you know...
You could at least have enough respect to not ignore texts and calls, you know?

Oh well.
Have fun with Douglas and your idiotic escapades of nothingness.